Mulailah percaya. (Believe).

Rasa khawatir adalah pedang bermata dua. Rasa khawatir bukan saja tidak dapat memberi nilai tambah bagi hidup Anda, tetapi juga melenyapkan banyak hal dalam hidup Anda :

· Kesehatan – rasa khawatir menuntun pada ketegangan, yang merusak fisik Anda.

· Waktu – waktu yang Anda habiskan untuk menghawatirkan sesuatu itu memakan waktu yang seharusnya Anda gunakan untuk melakukan hal-hal lain.

· Produktivitas – pada saat Anda mengurangi waktu yang digunakan untuk melakukan hal-hal yang perlu, mak produktivitas Anda menurun

· Iman – Anda tidak dapat memiliki rasa khawatir dan memiliki iman pada saat yang bersamaan.

Satu-satunya jalan untuk memberi nilai tambah dalam hidup Anda adalah dengan berhenti khawatir dan Percaya.

Not my will, but Your will.

It was approximately three months ago, I felt so confident that's would come true. One step by step seemed went so smooth as I expected. However, suddenly it stopped and no continuance of progress. Part of it was my mistakes, I was so get into it, and put almost my whole energy and focus to the "project". It made me so disappointed, which then continued affect my mind performance. As a result, I become reckless in some perspectives, which end up with losing my wallet.

I was so desperate, why everything turning upside down. I was not only losing my wallet, but everything such as my ID card, driving license, ATM card and Credit card. What made me so mad was the next three day I had to go out of town in order to attend a conference in Bali. Felt really hopeless. I tried to calm down and figured out what to do. I called bank call centre to block out all of credit cards and ATM card. Then re-issued my ID card and ATM on the next day. After a bit relief, three days later when I was ready to go to airport get caught in the traffic jam, which made me late for my flight. I was really nuts. Everything seemed so wrong. Nevertheles, I could take the next flight. After the conference over, I get my driving license re-issued. Then one by one was recovered.

This occasion made me remembered one of the sermon during our fellowship service. The Evangelist said, "Whenever we want to go out from our home in this city, we never forget to bring our wallet. However, do we remember to pray and ask God protection ?". It seems that we put our faith more in our wallet and everything in it when we want to go around the city rather than God. And It is also made me realised, that everything I did, God who has the authorisation to make it success or failure. Whatever He allows to happen are for our own good. Maybe the project was not meant to be for me, it failed so I can realise my limited capabilities and have more a reliance on God rather than my own strength. After all God is greater than everything.

"Lord, give me the courage to change the things which can and ought to be changed, the serenity to accept the things which cannot be changed, and the wisdom to know the difference". - Alcoholics Anonymous Prayer.